Writers Block

if u cherish 5 minutes of ur time, let me tell u upfront that this is not worth reading... cuz this will be 5 minutes of ur life, u'll never get back..

writer's block...i get this all the time.. not that i'm an author or anything.. it's just that sometimes, i don't know what to right about.. ironically, it usually happens at times when i feel like writing n i have more spare time at hand that i usually do.. when does ideas come flowing? most of the time, when i'm in bed or away from my pen & paper.. yes, i do still enjoy physically writing on papers although i don't do it that often.. it's hard to find a pen lying around in my house.. on the other hand, papers are everywhere.. i still have my skechers book nearby... i feel like combining all stuff that i wrote in one place.. owh wait, that's here.. actually i was thinking more in the line of poetries (not that i write a lot of those)... but it's nice to see them in one place, organised n chronicled by date.. then i could actually see how i evolve (if i ever did) n what topics do i enjoy writing about... these 2 years were a lot about deaths n suicide n all those emo stuff.. few years back was all about heartbreak.. n between the lines were about love n friendship.. i'm thinking of writing something new.. about inspiration, desire or all those ambitious things.. unfortunately i don't know much of them to write about..

n unfortunately i always tend to write rhymes, although poetry doesn't have to be that way.. it's just when i re-read what i write, it sounds a bit odd when it's off.. it might not seem so in the song, but i fail in that area so i tend to fall back to my comfort zone.. and then there's the short stories i never seem to finish (to be honest, i've only got 2).. if only there's a pc that could read my mind n write out whatever i think, i'll have tons of short stories in my credentials... but those are just in my head, n my stories seems good in my head n not so good on paper.. i could visualise something but it's a bit hard to describe it in words.. maybe that's why i only write half of the story.. the other half are still finding the words to describe itself.. hmmm maybe i'll start another one soon n put that on my list of new year resolution.. write a story n finish it within a year.. that'll be nice.. although being pessimistic about myself as it is, i truly doubt this one goal...

anyway.. last week of 2010.. did u have a good year? if u could relive this year, which part of it will it be? hard to choose right.. cuz it all contributes to a great year.. owhhh time goes by so fast, so Unchained Melody and Hung Up, what were u thinking?? i'm gonna be 25 next year!! that's a quarter of a century... just imagine, i've lived this long.. i wonder what my parents were up to when they were 25.. i think i'll ask them later n write about it hehehe maybe that'll be fun...

u noe what else is fun? The Gunners beating The Blues!!! it'll be super awesome if that was MU they were trashing but then chelsea will do too.. 3-1, goals by Alex Song, Cesc Fabregas and Theo Walcott.. rugi jer xtgk but nevertheless, as long as we win, i am happy.. hahahaha oklah.. merepek gler dh ni... counting down till saturday.. should write out a list on what to buy, but yaya is at home so i think i'll leave that to her n mama...