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Thursday, June 21, 2012

Hello There Friends

Ughhh rs malas la plak nk update.. it's like everytime i open up a new post, the only thing i end up writing is about work... work work work.. bosan k.. bukannye nk sgt tulis, but i tend to automatically talk about it.. maybe cuz i write when i'm in the office?? huhuhu kantoi... it's 8:41pm now.. tgh tunggu my sis pick me up.. haven't manage to finish up my work though.. i used to get stressed out cuz i have a lot of things to do within so little time n i get crazy about which one i should do first.. but now i think i'm more chillax, mainly cuz i care less about it.. it takes a lot of effort.. the 1st half of the day is spent with running reports n data scrubbing.. then the other half is the other things outstanding, which varies in topics.. rs mls pon ade gk.. but whut else can i do right?

anyway, enough about that.. tgh excited for shikin's wedding plus our short vacay.. xkesah la gi mane pon, asalkn dpt get away from my workload (although dtg blk sure bertimbun huhuhuhu) so now need to find my baju (for the umpth time) and start thinking bout packing.. note that, thinking jer tau... 

oklah, sis almost here.. just a quickie.. toodles..

Monday, June 18, 2012

Week in Review?: Quick Recap

So last week has been quite a busy one.. n i mean the whole week from monday to sunday... luckily i only stayed back for 2 days out of my total weekday, so it was an improvement from the previous weeks.. had a good rest on friday, then came back to work on saturday to finish some outstanding work.. why? cuz i didn't wanna stay back on monday.. n true enough, i didn't have to stay back on monday.. then tuesday was another busy day.. stayed till 9pm again.. had to amend some slides that i myself wasn't sure what it was.. then on wednesday was another day of blur.. had to do other urgent things that i wasn't quite sure how, thus my work was put to the side.. supposed to stay back to finish it up but i had plans with my KDU frens and i wasn't gonna give it up... had dinner a nice dinner with them and did some catching up.. then on thursday was hell.. had to finish up all my outstanding work and i could feel myself being cranky again.. it didn't help that i was hungry but didn't have any mood to eat.. sucks weihh.. then come friday, my laziness attacked especially after lunch..

haishh naper sumer ckp pasl keje ker?? anyway weekend went to cls ustzh Halimah.. on sunday, there was one at Al-Rawsha and we had free lamb mandy!!! weee ehheheheh anyway, about 9 days left.. tibe2 rs excited sgt2.. need to go look for my baju sbb still xder.. n have to wear my shoes gk sbb nk biasakan, otherwise melecet nnt..  byk songeh kn, but who cares.. k lah, dunnoe what else to write.. i'll think of something later.. toodles..

Monday, June 11, 2012

The Power of Thoughts

Mind is the Master power that moulds and makes,
And Man is Mind, and evermore he takes
The tool of Thought, and, shaping what he wills,
Brings forth a thousand joys, a thousand ills: —
He thinks in secret, and it comes to pass:
Environment is but his looking-glass.

As a Man Thinketh

ShayCarl started a bookclub... not the kind of book i usually read, but the book has powerful meaning once you look into it and embrace it.. Great quotes to read too... i'll leave it at that... starting the week with a positice mind.. let's just hope it last  =)

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Happy Thoughts

I found that lately i've been writing about depressing things.. but i'm gonna change that.. Jue mentioned that she has drafted post but wanna write about happy things instead.. i need to do the same thing too.. Last week was rough for me.. same goes to this week.. "You always control what you think about and what's in your mind" -ShayCarl.. He also mentioned that "Happiness is a choice".. an example he used was when he lost his luggage at the airport, and instead of dwelling on it and complaining about it, take a step back, breathe in, and choose to let it go.. it's more on choosing not to let that bad incident effect you so much.. and thus, choosing to be happy instead.. it does make sense, it's just that doing it is not necessarily easy..

so after having another rough week, i felt like i couldn't take it anymore.. last thursday night, i was on the verge on an emotional meltdown... well, scratch that, i was already breaking down.. things got so frustrated, that my mind couldn't really think straight.. i was trying hard to think and focus at what i was doing, but things just fell all over the place.. it didn't help that the system i had to use weren't working well  on my pc.. n i just lost it.. it was one of the low point in my life.. and it wasn't really much on the long hours, cuz let's face it, i've worked long hours before.. and i was fine.. mainly cuz things didn't screw up and i had people around me.. but doing things alone, kinda suck.. 

so yeah, thursday was a bitch, and i just couldn't take it anymore.. had a nice rest on Friday.. and now here i am again in the office on a saturday... much calmer and a clearer set of mind.. managed to do a lot more in this 2 hours than i managed to do for 5 hours on last thursday... feel more productive and better and proud of myslef  =D  horray for me hehehe plus there's no construction noises there were last week... got my mcd for lunch and my playlist on... if only i can work like this everyday, i dun think i'll be that much stressfull..

anyway, moving on to happy thoughts... about 18 days left till Kin and Adi's big day.. which means, road trip to johor and melaka!! woot!! nnt lalu bawah pedang kn? heheheh so that's one thing to look forward to.. another thing is the Euro 2012.. just started last night, and the final will be on 2nd July.. right about the wedding..i've never really follow the Euro Cup.. just watched the World Cup before this.. for this time around, I'm rooting for Holland and Germany.. those are my main two teams.. unfortunately they're in the same Group together with Portugal.. so let's hope Portugal loses the group round hehehehe i ahte Ronaldo anyway  =b  then the next team i'm rooting for is off course France (cuz i'm a gooner, isn't it natural enough?) and also Spain.. what sux about the Euro is of course the time of the matches.. all are around 12am and 2:45am, so good luck to me for staying up late especially for those matches with my team playing..

ok back to work.. wanna make sure i manage to do as much as i can today and i'll don't have to stay longer or worst, come back again tomorrow hehehe now listening to Nightmare A7X.. remembering their awesome concert.. i wanna feel that again  =D

Wednesday, June 06, 2012

I Fucking Hate My Job

Why do you have to torture me so early in the morning?!?!?!?

Monday, June 04, 2012

Stupid Conversation?

A : B, can u ask C about bla bla bla bla...

B went to ask C and C answered..

B : A, C said that bla bla bla bla....

C : Haiihhh nevermind I'll ask D, that's not the answer...

what the fuck man??!!??

Saturday, June 02, 2012

I Learnt Something About Myself

I'm in the office mofo (check the date)   =s

anyway, it has been a rough week for me, emotionally.. i kinda don't know how to best express it.. i would say that i found myself being more fragile than i thought i was.. a colleague of mine resigned and i even surprised myself when i was super sad about it.. it was sad + shocked, cuz it was at such short notice, and we were working together.. and i'm not just talking bout sad as in somber, it kinda effected my mood for the whole week.. even at home i was thinking bout the so called "impact" it'll have.. and yes, i hate to admit it (especially cuz it's embarrassing) but i did cry when he left.. i think dah contagious ngn Hani  =b hehehe i don't think i've verbally expressed it but i am happy for him.. dh xyah keje with that certain someone as what i mentioned to mohsin hehehe 

it just goes to show that there are a lot of things i didn't know about myself.. owh well, i'll get over it.. i hope next week will be better.. going home now for lunch... only 25 days till i meet the freaks again.. miss them loads..