Was it worth the Two Eighty?

after much slacking, i guess i should write up about USS, regardless whether it was great or not.. so beforehand, lets rate the whole day.. i'll give it 4/10.. but i'll give the time in USS itself a generous 7.5/10.. why? well here's why...

we're gonna start with 15th Sept, the day before.. so as u noe, i had to go to work dat day cuz apparently, someone needs to be in the office.. fast forward, i got home after that n was supposed to be packing, but i didn't... instead, i watched Psych. Gossip Girl n How to Train Your Dragon.. so in between, i packed a lil.. then at 12:30, took a shower, washed my hair n all n asked my sis whut time r we gonna go cuz we need to be there (Aishah's house) around 3am (planned to leave TTDI @ 3:30am).. so we thought we wanna stop by at 7/11 to buy some snacks on the road.. got ready n all n left the house around 2:15 i think.. we reached Aishah's house (was the 1st to arrive) n waited for the rest to come...few minutes later, they started to come n when it was almost 3:30, we started to walk to SK1 since the bus was waiting there.. only aunt gee wasn't there when we started walking (she waited at skool instead) so we all loaded the bus, all 55 of us.. aunty2 and d lil kid was in 1 bus, the cool kids was in the other...the bus left at 4am and so we're off..

wasn't much lively in the bus, some were getting some sleep.. less then 1hr, we reached PD (sumpah bus tu laju nk mampos), n we reached Pagoh about 6am, just in time for Subuh.. stopped there about half an hour, waited for Pak su K, cuz Adam n Jazzy were gonna join us... the guys managed to eat nasi lemak (xaci gler).. then we took off.. reached the bridge at 8am, so we were thinking, just in time babe.. USS opens at 9am anyway, so it's all going according to plan... NOT!! we were stuck on the bridge for a good 3 fucking hours.. it was a disaster.. at first we were a lil hype, made dialogues for a few men on boats then after half an hour n we were at the exact same spot, everybody got fed up n went to sleep... i managed to watch a movie (Little Big Soldier) 10am passed n i was supposed to book a place for lunch but that's out of the question... 12pm also passed which was supposed to be the deadline to collect our tickets, but Aishah (who didn't join us cuz of her fever) managed to tell the guy to wait for us.. the Singapore Immigration was another disaster.. i guess it's cuz Malaysia was a public day, there were a whole loads of tourist n all lanes were long, especially ours since the woman at the counter was freaking slow-mo.. we spent about an hour there before we could board the bus again n reached USS a lil after 1pm.. yeah i noe... finally!! if i've taken a flight the same time we started our journey, i would've reached Australia by then =b

so we reached there n took pics while Mohsin went to collect the tix.. we got vouchers as well, $5 for retail n meal each.. so we went in, n that's when all the fun began.. we were told dat d rides will be close at 6pm while the shops would close at 8pm, so we decided to ditch lunch an eat after since we were way behind time.. if i could recall properly, the park was divided into certain themes, Far Far Away, Madagascar, Mummy, Battlestar Gallactica and Hollywood.. the first ride we went on was the 4D Shrek.. it was the exact same ride like the one in MovieWorld Gold Coast but dat's ok.. not in order, but other rides that we went was the Mummy rollercoaster (the best out of all.. a lil scary at first, but i'll ride it again after knowing what to expect), the spinning cup, another rollercoaster in madagascar i think, then we went to watch the waterpark show which started around 4:30pm.. in between was pictaking session.. so when it was almost 6pm we were super hungry n decided to eat... nasi sambal udang, sedap gk la..

apparently even the shops closed at 6pm, actually the whole park did.. so we didn't manage to buy souvenirs.. we hang out near the exit, went for prayers (xder surau k kat situ.. semayang cm dlm store je dgn kotak2 n campur laki pompuan.. isk..even Australia pon ade surau k) den lepak2 jap cuz the bus will only come n get us at 9pm.. so when nothing else to do, we all exit, n just hang around the area... we split n a bunch of us jln2 there, where we saw Candylicious which wasn't open yet, but will be the next time we go there *kening kening*.. we went to the car park at around 8:50pm n the bus arrived just in time... loaded the bus, was on our way back... we were all exhausted that everyone slept.. we stopped at Machang i think, to send off Adam n Jazzy again.. Mohsin got out to chat with Pak su K, n izad n i didn't sleep while we stopped cuz she went to the loo n we started taking pics of ppl sleeping hahaha pics will be posted later, i'll try my best to do it asap cuz i noe, this is so outdated.. anyway, we reached TTDI a lil after 2am.. n went to Aishah's house cuz everybody was there (mama n papa picked us up at the skool), n luckily we did cuz when we were about to go back, we saw Sabrina n Baienah trying to fit into kak Bibi's kembara, n there was already Luqman, Bazrin, n Balqis at the back.. imagine squeezing in 5 ppl at the back, n we aren't talking bout lil kids here (although they are lil based on their age) so since we lived nearby, papa offered to send them back after sending us back..

so overall, the journey TO singapore was a disaster, but i did had loads of fun in Universal Studio itself.. it was good hanging out with the kazens, since we didn't do much during raya.. it was a tiring day, luckily i took the day off.. kesian izad, she had to go to work, cuz someone had to 'represent her dept', n she came home late that night cuz she followed papa n mama to send the girls.. as promised, mama cooked rendang ayam on that day cuz we said xpuas makan time raya...izad had 2hrs of lunch break so mama went to pick her up.. we ate a lot.. i ate 4 pieces of chicken n a whole lot of nasi impit.. i think the most i had in one meal ever... best rendang ever.. BEST hehehe over gler..

tired n can't wait to go home... movie 2nite wif both sis n mohsin..

In The Midst Of It All

while we're all out celebrating Raya, a tragic incident happened here that shocked the whole nation.. it is said that after the case of Mona Fendey, Sosialwati's case is the next anticipated case for all to follow.. the gruesome way of her murder and 3 others are really disturbing to think of, n i'm sure everyone wants justice to prevail.. i won't really elaborate on whut happened cuz basically, u'll be reading it from a more reliable source n i'll just requote them anyway..



so last night, while celebrating Raya at Aunt Hyzurah's house, (and being the 1st family to arrive), we were told that Captain Ismail actually dealt with the lawyer aka suspect.. he was buying a land from sumone, n that lawyer represent the seller.. she did mentioned that the lawyer was a lil manipulative so u have to be wise when dealing with him.. and if it's true that he was accountable for a few other cases of missing person, thank God that nothing went wrong in Captain Ismail deal... how freaky is dat!!



i pray that no one i noe (or me in matter of fact) will have to die in that manner..

When A Banker Becomes A Plumber

it's finally Raya!! and yes it's already 6th Syawal so this isn't really an up-to-date post but it's the holidays n i'm sure i could be pardon =b before i go and rant about my long weekend, just thougt i sum it up as unexpected.. so, embrace urself for a long post (i think), cuz another one may be on ur way (after tomorrow's trip, dat is)

so we'll start on Thursday, the day before itself, cuz lots usually happens then.. work sux as usual, wasn't really into it (more than the usual) cuz my head was just not there... the day before raya was probably among the highlights of raya itself.. that's the time where we usually tidy up the house a lil' bit n cook for raya.. the usual dishes would be ketupat, nasi impit, rendang ayam, lontong, kuah kacang, paru sedap opahn sambal ketupat (those are whut i could think of at the moment).. unfortunately this year, i had to work before raya so i couldn't help out on that day.. we were allowed to go back at 3:30pm dat day but with the work we had to do, i left around 4:30pm i think.. so when i got back, mama, yaya n izad had already left, n it was almost 5:15.. i showered n packed for the days ahead n me n my dad left around 6pm.. we reached there n they were starting to cook for buka puasa already... not that i was working hard, but i felt exhausted n tried to help out where i could.. when it was Maghrib, we all broke our fast n ate a lot.. especially the boys.. they really ate a lot, n that's their normal consumption.. can't imagine how all that food could get into their tummy.. when we're all done, we tidied up n rest for a bit, n continue our chores for tomorrow's preparation.. Alang n abang went for takbir raya n would alert us when the group are approaching our house.. this year, we served lengkong (jelly) n guava juice (concentrated of course)..they came ealy this year as opposed to previous years where they reached the house at 1am.. we all had to force ourselves not to sleep, not that we usually get sleepy at that time, whut with all the fireworks blasting our eardrums.. owh did i mention that there was no water? well this will relate to the title itself but lets just hang it for a moment.. bottomline, we had to use the water outside, yg direct i think, instead of from tangki (or the otherway around).. Opah called Pak Usu to ask how we could solve it n there had something to do with tightening a pipe or so (complicated plumbing stuff) so Alang tried to help out by doing so while Pak Usu was on the line, but it was in vain cuz nothing happened.. we just left it be for a while...so anway, all the dish washing had to be done outside, n usually Angah is left to do dat, but sumhow dat day, i didn't feel like walking around doing stuff, i decided to help her... cuz basuh pinggan just sit at one place, n tgn je will do all the work.. so to shorten things out, while washing outside, we heard like something fell inside.. at first i thought it was one of the ingredients yg berlambak atas meja so i just ignored it n dlm hati ckp dh xder rezeki, xpela.. cuz it'll mean that either lontong, xder tempe, or paru xde kacang etc...then the ppl inside was talking n all n Angah decided to go inside n look, n i yg busy body pon ikot.. turns out, Opah fell from her chair.. she was in so much pain, i felt like crying just seeing her.. Alang helped her out (naseb ade gk sorg anak laki) n we sat her on her wheelchair.. she was sitting on a normal chair before dat, n maybe she was bending over to show yaya something (or dozzed off as later she told my mum has happened sometime) when she fell.. so basically, we all told her to rest n leave all the chores to us (even if it's just the 5 of us, cuz Usu had to helped out her MIL).. so basically, when we're all almost done, n the group for takbir came, we tried to rest.. fireworks were still banging n i felt like choking those kids to bits.. seriously, someone could get a heart attack from those noise.. yeah it may be fun at first, when u're young, but now i find it super annoying.. i can't even hear a word opah said...

anyway, it was hard sleeping that night.. they watched a bit of football i think at first, n i slept on Opah's lazy chair.. i must've dozed off cuz when i woke, the match was over n they changed tv to the one in the living room to watch some sorta drama.. i went to sleep in Angah's room then.. at 3am, my mum entered the room, n i woke n tukar port lg cuz mama dh chop tido situ.. in between i heard opah bgn n all, den they woke us up for subuh.. slept more a bit after that n woke around 7 sumthing.. managed to help, tidy the place a bit n set the table for the day.. since there's no water, shower was limited n had to be kept at a minimum (no mandi sunat raya cuz lamer gler if nk basuh rambut n all) so papa, abang n isa went for raya prayers, the rest xsempat mandi (the guys i meant, girls jarang semayang raya) then when they came back, we had our feast...so the menu for dat day was nasi lemak (our request cuz nasi lemak opah sedap gler), nasi impit, kuah kacang, rendang ayam, kari daging, lontong, ketupat, sambal ketupat, paru sedap opah n sambal sotong... all yummy but unfortunately, dis raya xpuas mkn, xtau ar naper.. anyway, when we're done n dh mandi n all, it was picture time!! (all pics will be posted later with less caption since it'll be hell tu comment it all..) dis year, pics pon xbyk sgt (dunnoe why too) so the first guest, as always, is Toksu Mahmud (they live across the street) he looked so skinny n weak, after his bypass.. i hope he's doing well.. he doesn't joke around like he used to and i miss that.. this raya, only intan, firdaus n haikal was around.. kak fariza n fashira celebrate with their in-laws for the first time.. a group of kids came too, (they came every year, a bunch of kazens), then before Toksu Mahmud went back, Opah managed to snap a pic with him.. the only pic of her sitting, cuz unfortunately after that, her pains worsen n she could only lay down on the bed..

since Raya fell on a Friday, the guys went for prayers n we lepak2 making sure Opah was fine.. should've eaten more *sigh* then after prayers, they guys came back, Usu arrived n guest came staggered at once.. so basically, after 2pm our day was filled by entertaining guest... the first batch to arrive was Nek Cau from Salak Tinggi, n Mak Long Beta from Pahang was there too with her husband.. the kids were the lucky bunch cuz i managed to give them duit raya (cuz we only had several leftovers, not enough for all).. then i think Usu's frens came n Tok Tam as well, but there was a short gap in between.. then the Seremban batch came over followed by Nek Usu batch from Serendah.. it was already 6pm (our time to packed n head over to PD plak), so we made sure there was enough food n drinks, layan2 org lg sket... owh, since xder air, guest were asked to use paper plates n cups.. sorry sgt2 becuz it'll be easier for Angah to throw away the garbage later, then leaving her alone to wash the dish when all of u leave.. so it was almost 7pm, n we made our move to head to PD...

exhausted in the car, but didn't really fell asleep.. we chatted a bit, papa told us the good news bout Alang (oct coming soon, yeay) so happy for him.. as my mum n Opah said, he really2 deserves it.. we reached PD, n dh maghrib pon.. the rest were getting ready to go out cuz there weren't any much food (activity raya la), n since abg omar was here, kne bully jd sponsor la.. we didn't feel like joining cuz was tired.. i quickly showered, then went flat on the bed.. too tired to eat or mingle.. didn't even hang with the cuzins when they came back... was dozing on n off tho... when they were out, i remembered dat Zara (anak Lan), fell down the stairs.. was startled by the commotion for a moment,n saw Murni running out of the room to her daughter, the i dozed off again... next thing i noe, there were laughters n the rest was back n watching Sundal Bulong (btol ke tu?) siap baring2 n all.. felt like shouting to them to shut up, but it was only about 11pm at dat time, n i can't really blame them cuz it's normal when everyone get together.. so for the remaining hours, i was in a bad mood trying so hard to get some sleep then gave up..

fast forward to the next day, woke up rather early (it's hard to wake up late at PD cuz the TV is always on) showered n had breakfast.. can't really recall whut we did in particular that day, but mostly we just hang around layan the kids in the house.. gave out duit raya to those who were eligable.. didn't manage to hang out wif mohsin tho (haven't seen him the whole Ramadhan) just saw him briefly the night before n salam before i flat off.. then they went back to marina dat night n left for Johor n came back on sunday.. we went back to ttdi that saturday night itself cuz papa wanted to avoid the jam.. it rarely felt like raya anyway at PD.. it's like its just celebrated for the 1st half of the day where pics r taken, n money are given out, then back to ur daily activity... mayb cuz no one really come over to visit cuz it's just family, unlike in Selayang where extended family gathers..

so anyway, while in PD they were saying how Pak Ngah Talib isn't doing really good that's why Tok Cik didn't go to PD, so we decided to visit them (kt selayang gk lgpon).. so we hung around there for about an hour or so, then went to Opah's house again to see how she's doing...so, Usu n Alang was already there cuz apparently her bed broke, n they were getting a new one (Alang blanje of course).. so by the time we reached there, the new bed was on the way... we ate leftovers from yesterday, n Pak Usu was trying to fix the pipe.. because Alang turned it too tight, he had to break the walls under the sink a bit to fix things up.. next thing u noe, water was splurging out the pipe like the way u see in the movies.. within minutes, Opah's kitchen was flooded.. gelabah la kitorg cari towel to prevent the water from hitting the carpet etc.. naseb baek dh tukar uniform from baju raya to 'baju opah' hehehe it was a fun 1 hour or so, lap lantai, perah air dlm besen, n when it's full, buang air kt luar.. even papa helped out.. turns out, if the pipe wasn't too tight, it'll be much easier to fix it..

so yeah, basically that's whut happen when a Banker becomes a Plumber.. but we don't blame u *cheers* it was among the highlight of the week.. can't imagine those ppl whose whole house is flooded.. aiya, sian gler...

this post was long due (it's already the 3rd week of Syawal) but i hope everyone had a good n joyous celebration... Opah is getting better by the day, thank God.. can't wait to get my car, cuz i've got a plan...

Interlude

do u noe how we forget our dreams most of the time.. like u wake suddenly smiling, and can't remember whut u dreamt about but u noe it's good.. or u woke up with ur heart beating fast cuz u dreamt of something horrifying but can't recall the details (n it never happen like in the movies where u sit up straight sweating.. or does that happened to u?)


well i had a weird dream last night n it seemed so real that i was freaking out.. it all started with a bunch of us taking an exam (n i was pretty sure it was a marketing paper) n when we all finished, we went outside to say goodbye to Pang n his gf (still can't remember her name) so we were saying like how we should all hang out as it's gonna be d last few days for them here, n i called Nam Yen cuz sumhow, he wasn't there.. the suddenly Cat n Lee Ooi were saying like how they can't make it n were rushing towards someplace else.. by this time they were jogging across the street, and some african girls were doing the same.. Pang's gf joined them, n we were taken by surprised n started to follow them.. they all went into this strange building n were ripping their clothes off, revealing a formal evening dress for some kind of event.. shocked n tired, me & Pang tried to follow them n sumhow along the way, we got separated (cuz i ran faster.. booyah!) then they all went into this room n the door shut right in front of me as i was about to enter.. it was a creepy place, the one u see in horror movies, with long corridors, n with bathroom walls.. water leaking here and there, pipes rusted everywhere.. seriously, it felt creepy n all i could do in the barely lit place was to squat down, n put my head between my knees...



a moment later, i heard some hustling and feets shifting, heading my way.. i didn't have the nerve to find out what it was but when it got closer, i manage to tilt my head a bit n saw this group of men wif weapons n gas mask searching the place in a SWAT like manner... i was totally spooked especially by dat time, the place was dark, n they were using their torchlight for their vision.. exactly how the movies are like... then one of the guy said something in Chinese which sumhow i understood it as being, switch on the lights.. then when the lights were on, everyone saw me n pointed their guns at me.. by this time, i was already crying my eyes out n shivering n all.. they were asking questions like, where are they? are you with them? whut are you doin here?.. n this part was weird, cuz they were 2 'endings'... the first one was that i was too scared to talk, that when i did tried to, they got fed up n shot me.. i literally felt the bullets sunk in me head, but there was no pain.. then i was like this soul looking from the side, n i saw myself fell to the side being lifeless n i thought there i go.. dead as i could ever be.. then Nam Yen n his dad came, n talked to the guys with weapons.. n at that moment, i started to rewind.. only me, while the rest was looking.. i could breathe again but was still a bit shaken, tho i could talk.. i pointed to the room next to me, and the SWAT guys were ready to ambush..they knocked on the door n i could see from the "letter hole" that the girls were in huge robes, with candles lit in almost every corner of the room.. it seemed like there was some kind of ritual done by a cult or something.. when someone opened the door,the men went in to do their check.. by this time, a few things were starting to unfold.. i say this thing with lots of candles on it, carried by one of the girls with two others behind her... when the men were about to get rough, i made clear of the view in front of me... it was actually a cake.. yes, a birthday cake with candles on it, for an old aunt.. turns out that they were gonna celebrate someones birthday, n the ritual thingy was just part of the play... then i found out, that Pang got spooked so he called the cops.. n when Nam Yen arrived, he told Nam Yen i was inside n so were the 'cops', n his dad followed him to make things right.. not sure whut happened then but a few minutes later i woke up, with my heart still pounding n i can't get the image of 8 guns pointing at me..

so basically that's it.. boring i noe, but it seems real.. so real that after 3 weeks or so, i could still recall the whole thing... it's just a fun thing somethimes, recalling ur dreams/nightmares, cuz it doesn't happen that often.. i had one last two nights (it's 27 Sept today) which left me all smiling dat day.. once again, it felt real n i love the feeling in that dream..

wait till u hear about that wild hog running around.. hahahah that's a funny one...

Spot

Working here in taught me a few new terms.. for example, Spot here means two days.. so whut's happening in two days? RAYA!! Woot!! totally in Raya mood at the moment... today's almost over.. then we have tomorrow which i'm not really looking forwad to (work i mean, not the day itself, off course i'm looking forward to tomorrow, i still wanna be alive... ok merapu..) den we're heading to Selayang n iftar there den takbir raya time.. den RAYA!!! yes, i can't hardly wait.. wanna spend time wif the whole fam... gonna eat a lot.. we're requesting for nasi lemak this year n it's super yummy...

so just wanna wish u all a Happy Hari Raya... make it a meaningful one cuz u'll never noe if it cuold be ur last, or maybe ur loved ones (stop it!!).. be safe and enjoy ur holidays..

cheers

Need More Sleep

and having Sim 3 around the house ain't helping dat much..now i feel sleepier than i used to when i wake up for sahur.. but thankfully we're only about 3 days left till Raya.. Woot!! so this coming 2 days will be such a long day anticipating Raya.. won't have the mood to work, which started to kick in yesterday actually... looking forward to a long break.. duit raya is done, managed to squeeze in the last bits last night... this night, i'm planning to call it a day a bit early as i feel sleepy already... might head to the surau to take a short nap, but i dun usually fall asleep fast enough as i should..

anyway, was trying to google this Coach handbag that is aw in OU.. it's so cute.. the colour is so nice but it's small so i could only fit in a purse n phone there.. owh did i mentioned it cost rm1000+? no? well yeah it does.. not that i'm planning to splurge on it anyway.. can't afford it.. owh wait, of course i can, but i rather spend it on something else.. maybe something like... i dunnoe... FOOD!! hahaha actually i had my eyes on a Fossil purse (or weekender as they call it, whutever that means) that looks so unique.. been wanting it for a few months now, but when i went to Parkson last saturday, it was gone =C anyway, can't find a pic of dat as well.. *sigh* all i can think now is food (stop it!)

anyway, time to put our thinking caps on cuz it's time to work..

we're doomed

Much desserved weekend

it's 26th Ramadhan already, and just a few days to go till Raya.. Woot!! so after a so call tiring week of work, i could finally lay back and chill for the weekend.. so my sis n i planned to go n buy my dad's baju melayu for Raya (3rd time we did this so far) n my lil sis wanted to buy new shoes for our trip to Singapore.. so dat day we woke up sumwhat earlier than we used to n got ready...yaya didn't wanna tag along so it was me, my lil sis, n mama..

our day started different dat day.. driving out of our driveway, our car had diz funny sound it was making, so i asked my mum to stopped the car after we passed a few houses cuz it didn't feel right.. turns out, we had a flat tire.. so we called our dad, n he did the necessary.. so instead of going out at 10am, we left around 10:30am i guess.. so after bonus, i had a few spare change so i had more to spend than usual =D we went to Parkson n baught my dad dis green baju melayu together with it's sampin.. i asked my mum to get herself one new baju kurung instead since we never bought her anything before, but she wanted new footwear as well so we went to scholl n we bought her new shoes.. scholl mmg best gler, very very comfy indeed.. then we went to JJ for izad's shoes... then yada yada, it was almost 1pm i think.. then we decided to go to Hurul Ain in TTDI to check out some jubah. mama said if jubah, confirm muat..so we went there n they didn't have her size, but the girl told us to try check at their kota damansara branch.. so we decided to go home 1st to pray then head out again...

izad was sleepy so she didn't follow us, so it was just me and my mum.. around 3pm we left n found the place... we went to Arianni as well, n mahal gler tudung2 kat situ... bukannye cantek sgt pon.. aderla certain yg ok2 but i dun think they should cost dat much... then masuk Hurul Ain n found the exact same design for the jubah my mum want in her size.. yippee!! there was another jubah cantek gler but xtry la.. dun think it'll fit me dat well... so anyway, we bought dat n headed home.. but before dat singgah masjid jap amek bubur lambuk.. was the last day... and dat was around 5:10pm kot.. den we went to my mum's fren house to get somethings n by d time we reached home, it was about 5:40pm.. rest jap den kluar lagi to buy some food.. owh yup, today mama rest masak... just panaskn lauk semlm, we had subways, n papa had his roti naan.. finally dpt dhal lebih.. hehehe when we were done eating, n the girls tgh lepak kt dapur, suddenly my dad came down with his new baju n said selamat hari raya hehehe so happy for him..

so yeah was quite a tiring day yesterday, going out n all... we bought Sims 3 World Adventure so i played last night till 3am dis morning.. so today was just like d normal weekends where i dun do much... tired tired but happy... can't wait for Raya to eat n hang out with the whole family.. wasn't able to bake any cookies or cake, though that was supposed to be d plan for today... anyway, Raya is just around d corner which means Uni Studio is just around d corner as well.. woot!!

Finally, i think this is it

everything so far have been looking towards that direction.. i've been wanting it for so long but i guess without effort and determination, nothing would prosper.. so last night was a lil bit like a mind opener for me.. i noe some things might be very difficult to change, but i think at this age and time, i should think ahead and always think for the best.. we all need that balance in life, and before this, my scale was always tilting to one side only.. but maybe now, maybe finally, my scale is in balance.. i'm a Libra after all (not that i believe in signs).. it's gonna be a long road ahead, but i'm confident i can get myself ready n i have the support i need, mainly from my mother.. so with this new determination, and as i mention a hundred time in my previous blos or post, it's time to turn over a new leaf, and embrace the moment that is given upon me.. i hope that with this, i'll find that peace everyone is looking for.. that stillness.. that calmness.. and the blessing that i need..

I Want This

this is such a cool cake!!! i want this for my birthday!!! get me this n i'll love u foREVer... who says money can't buy love.. or in this case, A TOTALLY COOL CAKE!!!

The Crew

so remember i mentioned yesterday dat we're having a trip to Universal Studio.. well, it's gonna be big.. got the list of names of ppl who's going.. total of 50 ppl so far!! seriously..

*edited 28/05/2012 - i deleted all the names cuz only right now i realised how inappropriate that is and how easy it is for family to goolgle their names and stumbled unto my blog  =b

btol2 cm rombongan sekolah.. n i thought the last trip with 18 of us was a lot.. but unfortunately, there will be others joining us too... there are some name on the list that i dun even recognise but i noe kak long nyer kazen on uncle azman's side will be there n bf Mariam..

but whutever.. i hope we have a hell of a good time...