You Had Me

Suffocating myself with the sound of your voice,
while cutting myself as if I had a choice,
It's not that i want it to end,
Cause I'd go through it all again,
I'll take each hit, each kick,
I'll sprawl on the floor even if it made me sick,
No matter how hard the touch,
I always felt the clutch,
Your nails sink within my skin,
My head smashed as the earth spin,
A cut for every beating,
Telling me how you weren't cheating,
I took it all in and embraced the pain,
It's the only thing that will keep me sane,
Inflicting these wounds, I know I'm making you proud,
I won't stop hurting myself, it's just as how we vowed.