Sad =(

nk gedik jap huhuhuhu my blackberry nyer screen rosak *sobs* one moment it was ok, n the next it just became blank.. the whole screen was empty but with lights.. the red dot was blinking, n when i ask izad to bbm me, there was a sound.. so maybe it's just the screen.. haven't been able to send it in for repair yet, so will try to do it today or by this week... huhuhuh br je buat entry bout the app i can't live without =b so now i'm living without whatsapp and facebook and twitter huhuhuh yer2 terasa sgt bende2 tu xder cuz i check twitter almost everyhour  =b  deal with it now huhuhu i'm using mum's nokia now.. so my plan for today is to go buy tunetalk, get my phone repair, then buy A7X tickets!! woohoo... they're out n i want to buy the tunetalk zone tix cuz i wanna be as close as i can to my M Shadows... speaking of which, i think someone googled 'm shadows girlfriend' hehehe err peeps, he's married to valarie ok.. n her twin sister is dating Synister Gates  =b havn't ppl heard of wiki? hahahaha

owhh continuing from the 'sad' story, my sis woke me up early saturday morning and told me she can't breathe.. i felt her forehead n it was a little warm, and she was sweating a bit..  but her hands n feet were cold.. i took a plastic bag n asked her to breathe in and out slowly (cuz that's what i see ppl do on tv) but she said it was hard.. i rubbed her chest a bit and asked her if she wanted me to take her to the clinic/hospital, but she didn't really have the strength to get up and go.. so i just sat there with her.. my first guess was that she took her meds the night before, with an empty stomach, so badan cm berangin kot.. then after she burped2 a bit, lega sket but still sesak2 nafas n sakit dada.. not so sure why i didn't tell my parents huhuh maybe cm xnk dorg worry sgt kot (poyo jap hehehe) 

so last2 decided to take her to the clinic/hospital (that time mcm undecided sket) then bler kluar rumah, papa ade kat situ so he followed us n we took my lil sis to DSH where they did some blood test and x-ray... agak lame gk la nk tunggu report tu siap... dari patient tu sakit sesak2 nafas, terus die sakit tgn sbb kne cucuk utk amek darah hehehe cm sian gk la tgk die, but i can't do anything.. the nurse said everything needs to be settled first before taking the needle out so, in pain la budak kecik tu huhuhu conclusion? doctor kate just demam, but she had like a panic attack that's why it was harder for her to breathe n her hands got numb n all.. so now she's getting better, thankfully..

that night she was still recovering so she didn't follow us to Jenderam for the last maulid.. ramai giler org kat saner... and time nk balik tu, lalu kt belah2 laki.. pastu cm pelik, naper la mama bwk gi lalu cni, segan kot sekeliling tu laki2 sumer so nk jln pon takot terlanggar org.. then kt towards the end tu, terseperate skejap (few seconds je) with my mum n big sis.. the guys sumer tgh nk salam org so i looked to my right.. handsomenyer hahahaha n i repeated that again and again to my family muahahaha so mama said, if amma xbwk lalu kat situ, xder la inaz nmpk die from dekat (or something like dat) hahahahh  he had that 'celebrity' effect, sbb nmpk cm muke die bercahaya (poyo but it really felt like that) aahhh handsomenye!!!! hahahaha rs mcm nk berdiri je kt sane tgk die, tp giler ke, sekeliling tu laki jer kot... if kt concert xkesah la.. ni sumer berjubah putih n berkopiah n berburdah, errkkk xrs cm awkward ker  =b  

weekend ni nk treasure hunt weehoo... cm excited la plak.. not gonna promise a post about it cuz usually when i say i'll post something, i always end up doing the opposite.. so this time xnk ckp ape2 heheheh ok, back to work.. xhbs2 ngn Volcker Rule ni =( rs cm dh bacer sejuta kali, xhbs2 lg  =b  byeee