Go Shawty

so yesterday was October 16th, aka My Birthday!! nothing special about it, never was anyway... i'm officially 24 years old.. owh, how time has passed.. not sure if i feel old or anything, but i sure dun feel like a teenager anymore (duh!).. so anyway, took thursday n friday off from work just to chill at home (my so called 3 days birthday bash).. chilled at home on thursday n went to selayang on friday.. kait mangga byk gler.. not sure whut to do with 'em.. might just bring some to the office...went for bowling with my sisers n mohsin that night too... played quite ok la for my standard...

anyway, yesterday i went to my colleague's wedding in Country Heights kajang n i must say the houses there are freaking huge.. where do these ppl get that much money?? hehehe chilled a bit at home n played Sims 3.. then we went to watch The Other Guys... i'll give that movie 10/10.. too high? ok then, 9.5/10 la.. it's so worth it.. n having Mark Whalberg aka Marky Mark in it, helped a whole lot.. even the annoying Will Farrel that i dun really like did well in that movie... it's so hilarious, not a dull moment in it... highly recommended for those with a faint heart hahaha

so mohsin will be leaving today, he'll be gone for 3 months (boohoo) he's going for training in Belgium first before heading off to Gangzhou for Aesan Games.. Go Malaysia!!! *roll eyes* let's hope the equestrian team excel hehehehe then he's going to Guatemala for FEI competition or sumthing...

All the best to Abg Omar n Mohsin!!! bring home that Gold!!!!

Butterflies are Over-rated

that's why i prefer skulls

CamWhores Unite!!

since uploading pix here is like hell, i'll try to make this as simple as possible.. i've finally managed to get pix of USS from other cameras that were uploaded on fb.. so without any caption, i'll just upload the pix and hope u enjoy them...

over the weekend

didn't do much.. woke up early on saturday from the voices of my little sister.. sitting in front of the laptop trying to book tickets for a movie.. it was around 7:40 (yes, that's early in my dictionary) so decided to have breakfast with the big sis at pasar besar.. havn't been there for quite sometime, as i dun get up dat early usually.. was craving for their murtabak with loads of onions which surprisingly are yummy (huge compliments as i dun like onions, but theirs are sweet of some sort).. big sis had nasi lemak cuz there was a queue for roti canai n i dun think she wanna wait that long.. had breakfast, head home.. cleaned the house a lil bit.. managed to vacuum n stuffed the sofa cushion back to its normal form.. big sis dust the table n the vase on it.. we chilled for a bit, watch some tv.. we were in little girls mode that day where we we put make up for each other, thanx to Michelle Phan from youtube... then when it was a lil after lunchtime (since we had heavy breakfast) mum started to make roti jala n chicken curry.. was basically after i had some at work for raya celebration.. anyway, i washed the kitchen's window (wanted to do that for a long time) n now they're super clear... feels like the back neighbour could see our every move.. we ate later, the relax at home.. big sis n i attended a wedding on our parents behalf dat night.. they served the usual but i like their lychee drink.. i think i had most drink dat night compared to any other night.. so the day ended with me having another of my mums' roti jala, n calling it a night quite early.. n by early, i mean at around midnight...

sunday was a more lazy mode... woke up around 10 cuz the thought of Sims popped into my mind... got up n showered, run down to make a simple breakfast, den went up to play sims.. but before that, dried the laundry but minutes later, had to run down n put them to the side since it rained.. didn't even noe where it came from.. it was in a sunny day category anyway... watched tv in between.. ate nasi lemak that mama brought home.. watched a couple of movies, Grown Ups and The Last Word.. then watched more tv dat night... ate McD for dinner.. bbm with Mohsin fro a few hours, den went to bed..

end of the weekend

quickie

this was actually a draft for something else, but i dun feel like continuing it so i decided to post about something else... so my dad called the salesman yesterday (12/10/2010) n he said that my car will arrive within this week.. woot!! can't wait for it.. i'm taking two days off starting tomorrow.. however i guess i'll have to finish my test script today... i dun really fancy the new team, not cuz of the members but it's more complicated than whut i did before.. this consist of more calculation n in depth knowledge of the products here which i lack.. i think if i were to really learn n understand the products better when i first started here, there wouldn't be any problem.. so now it's a little bit of a struggle for me.. i'm really not sure whut to do.. i gave myself till end of yesterday to tell my line manager that if possible, i would wanna go back to my previous team.. but then i need to have something to show them that i've at least contributed a bit.. so maybe i'll just stick to this first then... (how did the topic went from my car to work, from happy to solemn)

anyway, back to the happier note, i'm ecstatic that my car will be here this week, cuz it's very good timing =D yes2, this saturday will be just like any other day there is.. but something about this year makes me look forward to it more.. i've accepted the fact and come to terms that i dun really need to care about others (yes, i'm dat selfish).. i just wanna be with my family cuz with everyday passes, i'm more obsess with them than i've ever been hehehe well, a colleague of mine will wed that day.. i might just stop by, especially if my car is here =D but we'll see...

owh n i had the weirdest dream last night.. don't u just hate it when u can't control ur dreams? i mean i can't even count the number of times where i dream of myself running (not sure from what) n i swear to god, i could definitely run faster than that even tho i'm not that fit at all.. i mean everything else is in normal pace, but for some reason, i'm in slow motion!! slow mo i tell u.. n even tho i always win (example, the person chasing me never seem to keep up) it's so frustrating that that could be qualified as running... same goes to flying (yeah i noe humans can't fly, but it's a dream ok) i keep flapping my hands, which replaces wings, n no matter how hard i flap them, i can't seem to fly higher..same thing, the thing trying to catch me below can't seem to reach me even tho i'm flying low.. anyway, last night didn't consist of any running or flying for that matter.. i remember bits here and there, but i can't seem to connect one scene to the other... one scene left me goosebumps but i'll just keep that to myself.. it happens twice this time, but this seems more daring than the other.. the previous one seems sweet...

ok enough talk, gotta get back to work.. looking forward to a long weekend.. and my car.. woot!!

New Purse?

this here is the Fossil purse that i've been craving for... not sure if u remember, but i mentioned before that i wanted to buy a new purse from Fossil.. while looking for a shirt for papa the other day, i stumbled upon it again (i think it's d same one).. can't really see the yellow here due to the lighting, but don't u think the combination of the colour is nice? it cost about rm200+, so right now, it's a lil high price since i already went way out of my budget for the month.. but if i always look from the point of view that i didn't really indulge myself with anyhthing with the bonus i got, it seems well-deserved..

but do i need a new one? well, i'm not really the type of person who likes purses (n i dun think ppl change their purses that often right?) the one i have now is actually in a good condition, except for the coins conpartment which is torn a bit.. but it's still very usable.. i bought this one from Kak Ita at aroung rm10-rm30 i think.. can't remember the exact price.. n i bought it just for the sake of buying it (support die cuz dorg br nk start business)... it's a 2 in 1 purse, Fendi pattern but with Anna Sui marking on it hahaha yes, d fake purses u see tepi2 jalan tu.. anyway, before that i was using another purse, which i bought along with my elder sister n mum.. same thing, it was in good condition when i switch to my current one.. it was just a little dirty.. n prior to that (in my teen years) i was using a Nightmare Before Christmas purse that my sis bought for me (cuz of the skull) so guess why i switch? no reason hahaha it was in good condition, but when my mum n sis wanted to buy a new one, i joined them... before that (we're going backwards here) i was using a Bum Equipment purse i think, n i switched to a new one cuz my sis bought it for me...so u see the drill here right? i dun wait till my purse is 'destroyed' before i buy a new one.. it's just that this Fossil purse cost more that whut i usually buy, hence the delaying..

so whut do u think? should i get a new purse?

might just post pics if i rajin =b

yes, becuz sy ter-rajin, i've got pics of the said purses (except for Bum Equipment, dunnoe where that is)

my current purse, Fendi + Anna Sui bought from Kak Ita

the previous purse i bought to match my sister n mum.. see, it's a little bit dirty n no, i dun really like pink.. just a coincidence..

the purse my big sis bought for me.. Jack from Nightmare Before Christmas..

Open for Busines??

a few days ago, i mentioned that my lil sis n i have a plan.. so actually we were thinking of opening a franchise.. Faiz started by opening Ayam Penyet, den Zain opened Tutti Frutti.. so we were thinking of opening either Tutti Frutti too (but nnt cm rivals plak) or maybe Subway.. the point is to open a fanchise that doesn't require much staff n tedious work.. Tutti Frutti would be simple as it's self-service, n employees are required just as cahsier or to clean up d place (roughly la).. i asked Zain n he said we'll need aroung 300k to start off (where to get that money).. another option would be to open Subway.. i'm not really sure whut goes on behind the scene, but up front, it doesn't seem much tedious..

so i dunnoe..it's nice when u think about it.. the idea of having ur own business is appealing.. but the real thing instead is whut's uncertain.. yeah it may seem like another daydream for us.. but it's something that i'm really excited about..we'll see, maybe as a young adult *cough cough* i might actually do something about it.. inthe meantime, i'm just browsing websites to see the possibilities...

Happy Birthday Papa!!

a big shout out to my dad for being awesome.. woot!! woot!! he's officially 59 years old, n hopefully will live a long n healthy life.. us sisters went to buy a shirt for him last night (n went for bowling too, 79 n 92) and a cute card too..will leave my lil sis to give him the presents as she havn't signed the card yet.. anyway, will keep this short.. lazy mood overwhelms me at the moment but i just had to make this post for my dad, tho he doesn't read this..

anyway, lots of love, i only wish for the best for him n our family.. may our lives be blessed by God...

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got a text from him at 10:45am today.. "Hi girls. Tks for the shirt n card. Love dad."

Oh Work

how i despise u.. eventually we will part, n i have to say i'm looking forward till dat day comes.. my sister n i have a plan, n at this moment, that's the only thing it is.. a plan... but we will make it real..someday.. somehow.. but till then, noe that i am only compromising my time with u.. i have no feelings for u, nor that i intend to...

off for a movie with mohsin.. my sis dun get why i wanna go even tho it's a late night movie.. it's not about him but more on how i dun go out much, n i do but i'm not at home always by choice.. life gets tiring, n sometimes there's things i gotta do to keep me sane..

stop all the bullshit

Guilt can eat u up inside

sorry for yesterday.. maybe i should've insisted more.. i can't blame them cuz maybe they didn't noe.. yeah it may seem like a small thing, but i think something similar to that happened before too right? i could see the disappointment in ur face.. i felt so bad after that.. i hope u will forgive me..