Doodle

bored here.. it's actually 20.08.2010 (again) n i'm trying to fill up any draft that hasn't been completed yet.. so this week was a bit progressive in terms of getting my first ride *yeay* as u might noe, i'm getting the new limited edition MyVi 1.3 E2L (whutever that means).. most probably getting the black one but then both my sis kept saying how the Dazzling Red a.k.a the pink one is not dat bad n r trying to persuade me to buy dat one instead.. currently it's undecided.. the colour itself is not so bad, but for a car, i'm not too sure about it...

the car

the interior... nice...

so... whut do u think?

Ground Zero Mosque

To Build or Not To Build?

Right, so it's not exactly built at Ground Zero, but that's what news reports are reporting.. over a couple of months already, this has been a huge issue worldwide.. Should a Mosque be build two blocks away from where the WTC used to be? as a Muslim, off course i'd say go ahead.. besides, it's not actually build on the exact spot.. instead, it's build on a private property.. so they're not really breaking any laws..

others argue that these people needs to be a little bit sensitive towards this situation.. sure, 9/11 has in fact effected a whole lot of ppl.. i could still remember that night when we got a phone from my dad's fren asking him to watch CNN prompto, and so we did..n to our horror (n others too) a plane (make that two) crashed into the WTC.. the building burnt for a few while before collapsing altogether.. it was such a disaster and i remember following the news religously just to noe if there were any survivors found.. no more MTV or Channel V at home.. it was CNN or NBC throughout the way.. got home from school nad i'd ask my mum if there was any update...

done with flashback, moving on.. so maybe there would be a possibility to be a lil wee sensitive but then, just because they claimed that the terrorist were Muslim, do we have to appologise on their behalf? do we have to sacrifice this bit? it's like me saying, ok i won't raise or adopt a kid cuz apparently, girls make babies and just dump them.. unrelated? whutever.. "The problem with stopping this Islamic center is that it implies that the Muslim world is responsible for [the Sept. 11 attacks] when it's al-Qaeda that's responsible," -Keith Ellison.


so... thoughts?

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good article written by Ziad Haider in The Sun paper on 2nd Septermber 2010.. can't find a link tho...

120210

whut's that? well people, that, my fren, should be the day i went to the post office to renew my driving license... believe it or not, my license expire 6 months ago.. yes, 6 freaking months!! which means all these while, i could actually be jailed or sumthing (i could, right?) imagine getting into a car accident and having to pull out my license.. whut big trouble i could get into.. or maybe the cops were doing a road block n i so happen to be unlucky dat day.. damn.. i remember my dad forgot about his license earlier this year i guess.. n it didn't even occur to me to check.. thank god for the will to buy a car, cuz otherwise, i might not remember about it at all..

so i'm planning to buy a car (not my precious beetle, or audi tt, or even accord).. just the limited edition myvi (if there's still more left) so dat we have more options.. thanx papa for paying half of it =D so i'm gonna take a 25k loan from maybank n with the staff rate, i hope i could survive.. well, back to the story on hand.. i took the application form yesterday as to really take the first step, cuz i've been delaying it long enough.. then i was about to prepare the paperwork (paperwork la sgt) by making a copy of my ic n license.. so that's when i realise that my license expired.. imagine me being ignorant n just carried on with it.. how embarrased it'll be for me to get my application rejected cuz of dat hahaha so yeah, i guess i'll renew my license tomorrow (with the help from my mum, that is)..n hopefully get to hand in my application by end of this week... yeay!! a new car!! boo!! at my expense!! hahaha not sure when i'll get it tho...


The Gunners drawed their first match of the season against Liverpool... Barely made it out alive, so thanx Reina!! =b

FTW

so maybe at first glance, this title might look like a typo.. that's whut i thought at first too.. but i was also confuse cuz it didn't make sense.. how could Kamal said "Yasmin what the fuck" right? turns out, it wasn't a typo after all.. it merely means for the win... now that definitely make sense.. i read an article by Nury Vittachi, about kids nowadays and their language.. i can't be very specific, but basically he mentioned about his daughter having a Facebook account and having her picture tagged or something..when he read the comments for the pic, all consist of a one word sentence such as yeah, cool, lol etc.. so his whole point was how kids communicate differently..

and speaking of which, my team leader just asked me a question which i find very amusing.. "Shafinaz, bile org type lol dlm email, ape meaning die?" so i told her laugh out loud.. and ironically, she did hehehe "kalau double dot, D, double dot, P?" it was a bit hard for me to visualise so i asked her to wrote it down... and wala, whut do u get? :D :p

kids nowadays...idk whut's becum of 'em.. neway, ttyl...

Friday the 13th

nothing to say actually... just wanna post something on this day (backdated as today is actually 20.08.2010...

just filling up my time.. about to apply for my car loan but will wait for Jackie to return n sign my papers..

Words By Him

So try and love me while you can
And take the time to understand
As long as I can touch your face
You know I'll never leave this place

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Now I think I understand
How this world can overcome a man
Like a friend we saw it through
In the end I gave my life for you

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side

Left this life to set me free
Took a piece of you inside of me
All this hurt can finally fade
Promise me you'll never feel afraid

I hope it's worth it
What's left behind me
I know you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you

So tell everybody
The ones who walk beside me
I hope you'll find your own way
When I'm not with you tonight

-foREVer-

Quickie

Fasting month has officially started... went for Tarawikh last night n had sahur early this morning.. hopefully this yeah, i'll manage to fast fully for the month.. looking forward to Raya =D i have training later today up till 27th August.. we get to go back 30mins earlier tho it won't make a big difference.. yaya get to go back @ 4pm.. kinda feel bad if she have to wait for me to get back.. imagine having to go home just the same either way...

just a quickie.. need to sign off soon... hope everyone have a good day n Happy Fasting..

We're On A Roll Here

this must be some kind of record here i'm making right? i can't even count how many post i have here for the past few days... n yes Kin, sometimes ppl do have several post in one day =b whut i wanna have for this post (inspired by Hani) is to post pics of my collegues here i have in Maybank.. as u may noe, i dun have dat much frens (aawww c'mon) n i dun get along easy with others.. my frens in high school, n frens in college n even Marcus Evans all consist of non-Malays.. yes, sometimes a get a long better with them... not racist or anything, but before this, i never seem to fit in the malay clique (or maybe there are other reasons contributing to it) so the frens i make here in Maybank could be considered the 2nd batch of malay frens i make (not dat i care what race they are anyway)...

so here are some pics from our MRM dinner... Enjoy

Glow in the Dark

Thriller!!

Look @ Sam (Guy in Red up front)

Presenting Sam!!!

With Baby Qaseh (Celebrity of the Night)

Doing the poco poco (Work it Baby)

Such a fun night...

It came Unexpectedly

so i haven't been writing much far a long time now.. up until last night, i can't even recall the last time i manage to write something that i was proud of (which was within my standards of course).. i remember once i had this enthusiasm n wrote about 4 poems in a row.. n the coolest thing was dat i didn't even had to try dat much becuz it all just seems to fall into place perfectly.. i guess the harder u try, ther harder it gets.. so yeah, last last was something good for me.. might not seem like a big fuss to most, but to me it did matter sumhow.. now i noe i ain't the type to write non-stop or at least once a month.. i mean if u look at my overall blog, it's not just poetry as i would like it to be.. instead it's just a bunch of stories which i can't seem to tell more beautifully (not dat my poems r ever beautiful haha)..

so what i did last night was kinda like one of those moment i used to have.. where it just came out of nowhere n the words started to flow... i think it's up a level where i don't use cliche' words that much... or is it just me? hahaha i was about to write more about A7X, particularly M Shadows but after browsing pics of him to post and making up captions to go with it, i suddenly felt like the urge to write.. n when i did, my imagination seems to wander.. n finally i ended up writing about 6 sets right? all within 5 mins.. so i guess when songwriters say dat they write a song in about an hour, it kinda make sense.. mine is just more lousy dat's y it took a shorter time to finish =b

right, so u may think, no biggie (n if so, scram u!!)n i feel like throughout this post i'm just repeating myself, but really, i just needed it.. i guess when it all feels right, then it's right.. i hope i get back on the horse soon again, but till then, we'll just see.. i might come up with something dark, which i quite enjoy now after hearing these songs..

my lil sis walked into our room once while i was listening to them n asked since when did i listen to these music... i guess i could never really say.. we used to like the same music.. n whutever music @ bands dat i like n introduce to them, n they seem to like it, my love for them seems to grow so-so... but with Christina Aguilera @ Taylor Swift or maybe even Avenged Sevenfold, they don't seem to bother much n i don't seem to care cuz i'll just love them more =b

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seems like a long one right.. so we might start fasting tomorrow.. managed to have breakfast with my collegues this morning... hope this will be a good month.. can't wait for Raya to come.. the gatherings, the food, the gatherings, and more food.. yeah girl, stop drooling.. gonna take pics pics pics.. gonna give money money money... yikes.. alright i'm bored n my brain is sleeping...

And so it goes on

yes, i noe it's annoying but i just can't help it.. it just kinda happened at the time when i have nothing better to do, n when i feel like putting in the effort (which hardly occurs).. so yeah another post which i must mention about them...

he's hot as hell, so u can't really blame me

with a killer smile too.. i could totally do him..

just one glance and u caught my eyes,
i'd never stood a chance but at least i'll try,
to get closer to u, n maybe, just maybe
be that one person for u, who u'll never set free

my hands are sweating as i try to find the words,
for this fairy tale to finally incur,
i walked straight up to u while u were hanging with the boys,
n thought it's now or never, n i'm making a choice

u saw me approach u, u didn't hesitate,
to offer me a smile, one that i could never hate,
we started talking, u told me more about you,
u told me things, that i never thought i'd knew

u were gonna head off, but u gave me ur number,
u didn't manage to get mine, but u'll never call me that i'd figured,
so i just laid back n watch this hell of a guy left,
n curse my lucky numbers for not taking that bet

a minute or so passed n my phone rang,
i wasn't in the mood so i just left it hang,
i got home dat night n listen to my mailbox,
u left a message saying that he had a good talk

"Maybe we could do it again sometime"
oh heck, i would mind,
so i lay down in my bed n started to wonder,
about how my life would be like with Matt Sanders...


u see what inspiration can do to ur life? fuck i miss writing...