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kak min, a suggestion.. take the gurl in the ad "pdan, tak padan" to be orked at 10...
amethyst | 10.16.05 - 1:30 pm

this quote above was actually written by me on yasmin's blog back in 2005.. back then, she was looking for an actress to play a 10 year old orked.. off course as we knoe now, that role was given to yana.. however, the gurl i suggested, amelia, was cast as melati in her latest an sadly, last film Talentime.. Yasmin passed away july 25th, while i was in Australia.. she collapsed at Tv3 on 23rd evening n was admitted to DSH ICU.. i went there around 9pm but only family members were allowed to visit her.. off course close frens were allowed too.. i understand well n respect her husbands' reason.. although there was a very strong feeling, little did i noe that was the last chance i had to meet her.. i flew to aussie the next day n although i kept promising myself to at least try to contact her n give her a hug, an inner voice told me that i won't be seeing her again..

i may not noe her closely, but i did had the privillage to meet up with her n got to noe a piece of her.. thru her, i made frens i wouldn't have known.. who knew her more than i do.. i won't lie and say i'll miss this or that about her the most cuz thruth is, i dun noe her that well.. but i will say that i'll miss her as a person becuz i feel very connected to her.. whenever things get emotionnal for me, i've thought about writing to her, asking her view on it, but backed out..

i dun think i'm dat qualify to write much about her.. juz wanna say dat she had impacted so many life n that says a lot about her.. lets juz keep her in our hearts..