college......

mood : bored
music : *none at the moment*

today, i started my first class for my degree. we didn't really study today since the lecturer just gave a bit briefing to us. our class does combine with sum mass comm student so kathy, hannah and zi hui were there as well. there were also 2 of 'dat gurl' frens there. n there's thiz one bossy gurl, raja zarith i think ( i heard sumone call her that ). unfortunately, she'll be in another same class with me. i hope she's not as bad as i think she is ( 1st impression counts ) cuz i dun wanna make any more 'enemies' in college than i already have. i won't say that 'they' r my enemies, but i think it's all clear dat we dun like each other, or shall i say, dun click.i won't be having any class 2morrow. wonder whut i'll be doing. i can't really study since there's no thing to study. i havn't got a clue whut my lessons will be like. maybe, if my mum's free, i'll ask her to buy my text books. they're so expensive.hmm. i noe college might be a boring thing to write about but that's whut's happening in my life rite now.
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on my way back after picking up my sis from her skool, i swear i saw zaim. i guess i feel juz the same like feez ( as stated in her blog ). anyone who has ever owned me will own me for the rest of time. i can't help it. i won't let go. u see, i'm pretty sure i have the problem of letting go. i noe he doesn't mean a thing to me now, but it's very hard to forget him. not juz bcuz whut he did to me ( tho that wuz a bit expected ) but also how much i cared about him. even tho i noe whut we had would not even last ( better yet, even serious ). bleugh. nuff said.
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i really wanna take guitar lessons. i love playing the guitar ( u noe whut i mean ). i luv being able to sing while playing the guitar. it'll be so damn cool. i'm prepare to practise even if it takes a year to be very good at it. i'm willing to do it. yeay!! =b i could imagine myself playin. hahaha. i'm so blur rite now. i have no idea whut to type, but like always, i'll update this blog as often as i can. at least once a week.